“Life’s disappointments are harder to take when you don’t know any swear words.”
Good Morning World... Fri 13th, how appropriate. 5.26, 9.1dg, 22.2ml rain. Snow has fallen up on the tops around us over the last two nights, summer is very definitely over. It has taken me several days to get my breath back since my naivety and stupidity allowed me to fall prey to the lowlife that took me for more money than I could afford. Trust in others at an all time low, trust in my own judgment lower than a zero. I know virtually every swear word there is to know and still life's disappointment in those that did this, and in myself, is proving to be an enormous mountain for me to climb. On a bright note, bless my student who passed her English re-sit... how wonderful to get such an excited text from her Monday night. School term started back and so English tuition for littles back in the diary from next Friday. Air bnb is providing bookings and the house is going to be bulging at the seams from 22nd Dec through to 14th Jan then again Feb- March. Had my local handyman here last night to discuss a wooden sign for the front garden so almost complete. My countdown is now at 38 days... Roadside hedge finished to please the Gemeinde for the winter, heating now on, and adjusted to please my brother in my absence, back panel finished on the Poppet's Birthday dress and the front nearing completion... have done a lot of work on it since Monday as I have needed to absorb myself with the sweet and innocent rather than dwell on the dark and ugly. So life limps on and am struggling to smile. It will improve. Happy Friday where ever you are.
“Life’s disappointments are harder to take when you don’t know any swear words.”
Good Morning World... Fri 13th, how appropriate. 5.26, 9.1dg, 22.2ml rain. Snow has fallen up on the tops around us over the last two nights, summer is very definitely over. It has taken me several days to get my breath back since my naivety and stupidity allowed me to fall prey to the lowlife that took me for more money than I could afford. Trust in others at an all time low, trust in my own judgment lower than a zero. I know virtually every swear word there is to know and still life's disappointment in those that did this, and in myself, is proving to be an enormous mountain for me to climb. On a bright note, bless my student who passed her English re-sit... how wonderful to get such an excited text from her Monday night. School term started back and so English tuition for littles back in the diary from next Friday. Air bnb is providing bookings and the house is going to be bulging at the seams from 22nd Dec through to 14th Jan then again Feb- March. Had my local handyman here last night to discuss a wooden sign for the front garden so almost complete. My countdown is now at 38 days... Roadside hedge finished to please the Gemeinde for the winter, heating now on, and adjusted to please my brother in my absence, back panel finished on the Poppet's Birthday dress and the front nearing completion... have done a lot of work on it since Monday as I have needed to absorb myself with the sweet and innocent rather than dwell on the dark and ugly. So life limps on and am struggling to smile. It will improve. Happy Friday where ever you are.
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